We're still here... or... something.

Things have been... tiring around here lately. Both girls are going through stuff and we've decided to Sunshine back on the meds we took her off a few years ago.
Her doctor and her therapist both agree that she is quite depressed and is showing it through old behaviors.
It feels like a loss to both moms, we worked hard and long to get her off all that crud, really thought we'd never go back, but... child needs something and all the love in the world is. not. doing. it. Our hope is that maybe (please please puh-leeeeez) we only need it for a little bit and then we can try to wean her back, if not totally off. But the trying to cause accidents, spitting on people's heads, pulling out her hair, refusing meds, screaming at all hours, accusing us of hurting her, stealing, manipulating, lying, hateful, controlling, violent, cold, raging, threatening, MEAN little creature is not working out for me.
Fe has decided that she's 11 and therefore has free reign over all the sass and attitude in the house. And her Prime Directive is to "get Sunshine in trouble", or at least make us crazy... or BOTH!!! But she's definitely having something surface. Just not ready to talk about it yet.
Add in an ill MommyM and... yeah.
(where's the emoticon (or whatever those lil things are) with a green alien rolling it's eyes, raising an eyebrow, shaking it's head and hiding)