What the fuck were we thinking?

I mean, ... it's not like nights like tonight happen all that often anymore but... it's a little scarier when there's a kiddo who you are actually having to put effort into holding down threatening your, your families', and your pets' lives.
And I'm s-o-r-e.
I'd like to think "oh, she's being triggered by the impending start of the school year." but... maybe she is and maybe it'll be better next month but right. now.? I'm wallowing in it a little.